2010

1 more hour, OMG 2011 is coming. Look back to the whole 2010, hmmmmm... what have i done for the this freaking whole year, the 365 days. Firstly, i broke up and fall in love with the new one, the guy im with now (its a big news for me at least). Papa bought me a DSLR camera, although is a 2nd hand (but just used for 2 times), i still very happy about it. Went to singapore Universal studio with mama and sister, a very nice trip. Stressing in The One Academy. Su ann leave us to hk and we went to hk to visit her at december, happy to have a 9 days trip with friends at hk.
Err, and for the last day of 2010? Mama cook lunch, The tourist, Crocodile rock choc biscuit cake and nachos, astro 317 taiwan countdown = = and finally crocdile rock sunset special pizza as supper! OMG happy new year every one! Im 20 years old!

Lastly, love you papa mama jie jie mei mei and you and all my friends! Happy new year! Wish everyone dreams come true and happy always :D

short update from hk

hong kong say hi to you :D

merry merry christmas ♥

Im here to wish everyone happy merry christmas! :D Im addicted with the hk slang merry christmas LOL! Currently at hong kong having fun trip with han kaibin kaixian and ann. Will be leaving hk on 29th night and 30th will be back to my lovely kuantan :D So date me out before i leave again on 2nd of January. 3rd of Jan will be the grand open col of my 2nd year and 3rd sem at TOA. by the way, 29th will be the date release result for last sem, omg GOD bless me please! Lastly, happy merry christmas! Hope you guys have a nice day :D

friday

在班就是 joker x macbookx sms

说真的那个死joker 我半夜起身时有吓到我

阿亮啊 你当班是什么了啊！

翘了两个钟的课到红盒子唱k

损友排排坐 左起庄森 阿亮 建辉

好啦 唱歌这提议是我提的 解解压力嘛 所以损友才是我

我们photography class最后一堂课啦！

体验studio light

好像很pro酱的庄森

谢谢david这三个月的教导

我真的获益良多 谢谢

当然的 model不是我 我只是玩一下下

要看model的到我面子书看好了xD

还有3天的课 2个final 3个考试 6天放假！！

hi december :D

圣诞节要到了啦，也意味着2010要结束了，不舍不舍

十二月就在眼前，时间过得有够力的快！真是不知不觉

2010年最后一个月啦，最好不要让我失望好不？

期待放假来临，想到就快乐 XP

星期天

今天没有很宅的呆在家 到了星巴克坐坐 喝下tofee nut latte 做下ccd功课 一个人 很是快乐

来个自恋的自拍吧～

宅

下雨天嘛

所以就宅在家一整天

反正就是我拜六礼拜的爱好就对了啦

睡到自然醒是再好不过的事了

然后叫了外卖当早午餐

无所事事的过了一个下午

现在是又打雷下大雨

我看还是去小睡一下

等雨停了自然会有心情做功课啦

啊 我好宅！

等不及放假

等不及回我温暖的家

等不及见我家人

等不及试用我的coach+estee lauder圣诞promotion化妆品

等不及香港之旅！

生日嘛

今年的生日感觉平平淡淡

失望是难免

毕竟一直以来都会有着蛋糕

每年多着那一支蜡烛

不时有的惊喜

今年好例外

并没有第十九支蜡烛

所以我没有我的十九岁

不过还是要说

谢了婷，凯斌陪我度过快乐的晚上

也谢了johnson ahloo keenfai liang

虽然你们的惊喜有点失败

可是你们让我笑得很开心 永远不会忘记

也谢了你们的99 security 有心了

谢谢所有朋友的祝福

谢谢妈妈在这特别的一天把我生下 我爱你

谢谢家人 我也爱你们

过了今天我要努力画画

再也不要skip课了 ):

birthday

生日快乐 我对自己说

pipit

Went to the pipit wonderful market Ⅴ yesterday with bestie pohling and his bf KC :D Thanks for bringing me there anyway.

At the antique lift going up to annexe gallery.

Adopt me please.. haha cutie

Here came my most favourite handmade artist, evangelione's handmade. You can go to her website and take a look. I bet most of you will love her works very muchie :D just like me..

evangelione.blogspot

*knock knock knock*

Her dollhouse miniature in the exhibition ♥ love to the max

See, little audrey!

The stall of her to sell her handmade thingy

I wonder how she can make those bag so tiny and yet still so real and delicate

Postcards ♥

They are just AWESOMEEEE :D

At the end, yan mm ju and bought myself this :D Although im kind of broke now, but still happy and satisfied.. teehee ✿

Still got alot of stall and pictures of course. But im lazy and rushing assignments. So stay tune :D

介绍

马六甲之一日游照之一，谢谢庄森的照片，更多到我的facebook瞧一瞧。

来介绍（我到头来好像只附照 哈哈）最近是迷上了朵儿咖啡馆，第三十六个故事。还没听过的或看过的朋友们，请你们去下载还是什么的 xD 是一连重复看了两晚，就是两遍。好爱台湾戏的排戏手法，所以昨晚压克力还没画完就开了海角七号再看多一遍。

这是朵儿（桂伦美） 下边的是蔷儿（林辰唏）

故事大纲我不废话，有兴趣的朋友自己去看不就知道了

好爱蔷儿那不屑与客人交换的性格

海芋 海芋 ♥

笑

两个月一点也不快乐

sunday?

assignments x jazz song x photo booth x chipsmore for the sunday

peace

Finally went to sing k yesterday :D :D :D SYOK and also did a little shopping at roxy yesterday because of friends and family days. Whole shop 50% and i did grab few pieces of apparel. Happy.

Next checklist : finish all the assignments asap so that when the family come can go shop shop shop and shop

Gonna stop log in to facebook for few days. The working table without the macbook is peace :D

Imma look forward to the hk trip :D

无聊

送上两张最近画的marker render 下面那张是自己imagine颜色的 不好意思我颜色差了点

最近kl热到爆的事是ＵNIQLO的开张。其实是还蛮想去的，不过听说今天开张人潮济到爆，好像kl人都去排了队。没关系，迟早一天还是会去，只不过到时买的是没有折扣的价钱。无所谓吧。可是还是比较想留着钱等去香港H&M扫。啊～～矛盾。还有很矛盾的是不知到底该不该买BB牛牌的钱包，因为有点小贵。钱包算上也用了一年多，该换了。啊 烦恼！

明天是印度人节（假期啊），是很想回关丹。关丹我想你 =(

stress

I don't understand why i draw. Maybe i start to get bored of drawing. Slept for at least 12 hours in a day because i scare to draw. I scare the moment when im awake i have to draw. I use to have life like this, wake up - college - back home - assignment - sleep. See, all the time im facing is draw. I've been thinking all the way, what job can i do when im graduate. None. The classmates having their own dreams to become a concept artist, an illustrator. But i have no dream. I just always think of after graduate i have to go back kuantan to stay at there till i die. No doubt, i love there coz my family stay at there. So what for im studying now? My drawing skill are sucks. Work get rejected, and i scare of attend the class. I scare whatever i pass up, i get reject. Then i have to redo again, and if not i will fail. My imagination are sucks, i don't understand why im in illustration this course. Compare to classmates and senior's work, i can jump from 20 floor. My color sense are like color-blindness. The acrylic i use the whole night also cant get the right color. At the end, i lied to myself that i have serious sick to sleep earlier. I always gave myself stupid reason. So end up i didnt attended the class. And so lucky the class canceled that day and everyone got fuck up coz they stayed awake the whole night just to finish the piece of acrylic. I have no art sense. The photograph i took for the class always get rejected as well. (why i always get rejected? coz im sucks) We went to Melacca for the photography field trip. End up when i checked back the 600+ photos i taken, realize that none of the picture suit to the title that lecturer gave us. And end up i still haven take photo for the title color and reflection. Why i have to live like this? I don't fucking understand.

I just so stress.

I just so sucks.

乐

脸颊范红眼眶飙泪 嘴里边大喊妈边大笑

其实心里是有多么的害怕

每每坐这些刺激的 就会胡思乱想

可能那么的不幸运 我的坐位坏了 那我不是飞出去？

三百六十度旋转 好吧，第一次也是最后一次的说

我算是在娱乐大家吧

最终睡了十四个小时

想必我们六个人大家都一样吧

全身腰酸骨痛 肩膀酸痛

啊 是很不想做功课

可是功课是多到一个境界

谁叫我们贪玩的跑去双威水上乐园

还是要多谢太阳公公

因为不知躲到那儿去了

一整天的天气是好到爆

星期三会是 ： 马六甲你好

fugly

yummy chocolate

title : split complementary

media : Ps cs4 with intous 4

Abit rough, no, is super rough for this piece cz im so sleepy that time. Especially for the background, owhhhh, so fugly.

Quite sad because of parents ffk me for not coming by today. But still, i cant wait for their arriving tomorrow. Going to have movie session RED later. Been some time didnt watch movie with the buddies, excited X)

Exploration week mode on : sunway lagoon on monday and melacca field trip on wednesday. wheeeeee~

2010

happy 2010 2010 2010

20 : 10 20-10-2010

xoxo

五

星期五的夜晚，乖乖待在家看戏

the notebook, 很久以前就想看的戏 最近才跟朋友拿到

有感动到 结果就一个人傻傻对着电脑哭

很好笑吧，不过还是习惯了

偶尔会在我房门外听到一个女生疯狂的笑声

就知道我又在看周星驰的戏了

不然就是哭声吧

就知道我又被哪一部戏感动到了

其实今天是很想去唱下k

发泄一下最近功课上的压力

可是朋友们都好像不愿意

就算了吧

睡觉去

只想对你说声生日快乐

p.s. i love you

exhausted

Title : analogous

Media : photoshop cs4 with intous 4

*10 hours work with in between facebooking eating naping*

Totally exhausted after finish this piece of marker render. Slept at 6am in the morning, WTF. Have to rush acrylic later, estimate 4 hours for minimum since it is just an A4 size painting. But still, i think i need more time cz my speed is slow =(

Okayy, take a nap first before start my last minute work :D

supper

KFC for supper, hmmm. But after eat, i was like WTF, so fat larh! Should quit supper start tonight, super unhealthy and fat. I can feel the FATS growing slowly on my skin, OMG.

Yes, im FAT.

Sorry yamchar kaki, i wanna quite supper, for serious one.

痛

胃痛 肚子痛 经痛 傻傻份不清楚

只知道痛了一整晚

我要妈妈 =(

你不知道我的痛

10 10 10

一零一零一零快乐 :D

迟睡的关系，额头开始冒豆豆了， 啊～～～～

不知吃了什么垃圾食物导致我嘴旁范红，再来，啊～～～～～～

今天起早睡早起吧 :(

so sick

sports car

medium : acrylic on canvas

One of my assignment of illustration 1. My rendering skill is sucks, erm so do my painting.

Have been burn the midnight oil for few days. I know, 3 or 4am sleep time is normal for a TOA student. For my-not-TOA friends, they think that we are ki siao. So recently i practicing the normal sleep time as a TOA student, at least 330am only sleep. Fuck that, i need sleep larh TOA. But thursday night, i sleep for only 4hours because of this shit (sports car). 630am sleep and 103oam woke up and continue the final touch up. Its like OMFG, i slept after half an hour i heard the malay praying sound!

I suppose to go back home and rest after class which is 5pm (i admit that im weaker than other people and im suffering on the woman menstrual cycle shit on this day so i need rest) but me and friends went to ikea to buy some stuff and of course have the meatball, yum yum. After that, i super duper fan jian and watch p.s. i love you on my macbook.

Okay, back to the title, so im sick =( Feel so guilt for my health, coz i didnt take care of myself. Have to start taking alot of vitamins and fruits. Keep sneezing keep keep sneezing.

Im a super duper extreme most greatly tremendous extra ultimate outermost fattie. I NEED DIET!

p.s.

p.s. i love you

i will always love you

cupcakes

This is the cupcakes i talked in previous post. I feel like eating them whenever i draw them, especially at the night time when im starving like hell. Btw, this is the marker rendering assignment for my marker visual subject. Monochromatic CUPCAKES :D oh mama, i want to eat dessert so badly!

Media : photoshop cs4 with intous 4

hiar cut

My jiu-pai cant see the eyes smile

..and ignore the background..

Have to admit that every time i cut my hair, the result are not much different compare to before. HAIhhh.. But i still satisfied coz my bangs are shorter now.. weeee~

蛋糕

生病好像离我不远

对着杯子蛋糕好久

对他产生食欲是免不了的事

我要吃杯子蛋糕！

其实什么甜点我都好想要吃 :(

来吧，谁要带我吃蛋糕去？

cats

i need a gun to shoot over the non-stop meowing cats!

they are so fucking noisy all the time!

I HATE CATS/KITTEN okay, whatever, is the same

功课

其实好像是应该再crop多点 随便吧

纯粹是张交了的功课

突然间好想吃杯子蛋糕 :(

shoes

鞋子

功课是有够力他妈的多！

宁静

发现一个人在夜深人静的时候做功课没有什么不好

少了爵士的音乐声

少了无聊的电玩声

剩下的只有笔尖与画纸的摩擦声

或者是无聊时发出的苹果专有的键盘声

还是无时无刻都会有的轻微气喘的呼吸声

还有不时马路传来的汽车声

重点是我把面子书关了

msn也一样

把自己暂时与世界隔离

只想享受我难得的时光 把功课赶紧做一做

然后闭目养神

挺不错的

其实是累了

看你打电玩打到酱爽

有够力他妈的

中秋节快乐

中秋节快乐 各位

独在异乡为异客,每逢佳节倍思亲

这句 不错不错

我好想家人

bright

i am so bright today :D

finally i got 1 piece of bright color clothes in my wardrob

it doesnt suit me at all anyway

im so bright bright bright

dslr

reason why - rachael yamagata

Regretting bought the so freaking heavy and big DSLR =(

wanna buy a new lens also damn fcking expensive

and MAMA said : wan new lens arh, go buy urself larh..

Hey, where can i get the money from?

温柔

五月天的温柔陪了我整个晚上

date

manufacture date : 9th september 2010

expire date : until die

木马

是怀念起小时候 妈妈陪着我们骑木马的时候

无忧无虑 多快乐

只是知道会吵着妈妈带我们去骑

突然间好想骑木马

thanks

thanks dad for the MARC BY MARC JACOBS SUNGLASSES :D

回家

朋友都说我回家过马来年

随说是刚回到双威开学

可是 我已经开始想念我家

想念家人

尤其是几百年才会见面的姐姐（姐姐在槟城念书，放假时间都不一样耶）

现在是难得的整家团聚的时候

所以可以的话 当然是回家聚一聚啦

特别是同辈的亲戚们 也都纷纷跑回家

而且这次会举办一个亲友们的烧烤会

不错不错

自从阿姨吃了素后 就几百年没有开party了 怀念怀念

所以怎能统统亲戚就回了 而少了我？

不可能吧～～～

是还蛮期待的

主要目的其实是吃

不过重点来了

无端端marker visual是多了一堆的功课

在加上illustration 1 的压克力

时间是根本不够嘛

还有必须麻烦靓仔阿亮和靓仔哲辉帮我订好frame

太好人了啦你们

不好意思 谢了

所以这次回家是团聚之外

应该都不会去哪里了

待在家把该完成的功课做完吧

可怜

arts

fall in love with their arts

daisuke tsutsumi and nathan fowkes art

and here the land sketch of nathan fowkes

classmates of mine can go and have a look

they are actually introduce by our light and mood lecturer

just wanna share out cz i love them very much, teehee :D

little break

Have been to Singapore with my little sis n mummy for last 3 days. And we had a wonderful and enjoyable trip =)

Choose to stay at a budget hotel which located around Balestier road (Value Hotel Thomson) to cut the cost of our trip. The hotel was affordable by most people although it was small but simple and nice.

We managed to visit to Bugis street for some shop, Singapore flyer for the breathtaking night view of Singapore, Universal studio (I just love far far away), Vivo City right after to Universal cz its near and Orchard road for the last day. Not forgot to mention, I totally fall in love with Muji.

Pictures will be upload soon at fb i think :D

Result for my 2nd year 1st sem will be release tmr. GOD BLESS ME esp for the moral subject.

sem break

Finally im going back to my lovely dearest hometown - kuantan. Errr, wait, first have to go my 圣地, genting first.

Gonna improve some drawing skills for this sem break, hmm, possible? 50 : 50 Im lazy after all :D Im bringing back my intous 4 and of course my baby macbook, so maybe will learn some digital painting? And oh ya, i bought a 2nd hand canon 500d. why second hand? Cz the girl just used for 2 times, and it is still super brand new. So thinking to help my father save some money gua, cz its only cost rm2000, darn cheap right? Thanks jun jun anyway :D

Otp (option to progress) is out today. My whole class didnt kena, except for errr, huan qin? I dont see his name but Leon did. So, add oil for you and hope you can pass it. But, i still scare i will fail the super fucking LAN subject, MORAL. I just tikam for all the test seriously, i even didnt listen to lecture and i skipped 2 classes. Okayy, i think im gonna fail moral =( If i really did, i think my mom will scold me 99 and then ask me to pay the retake fees myself. For my info, rm500 is needed to retake, im so damn poor dy larh.

Okayy, thats all. I think my parent will come and fetch me after 10 more minutes. EXCITING~

Byeee sunway and kl kaki :D

well, im officially sem break (the time that i wish to come as fast as possible the most)

but for the first day of my break, it happens just like this, watching movie alone in the room, eating a regular dominos pizza alone for lunch and dinner and not to forgot, sleep and nap

im kinda sad because of a fren put aeroplane on me, hmm, okayy, forgive him

nothing much

just a bad feeling for the start of my sem break

gosh, im starting to grow mushroom

gonna find something to do instead of just staying room alone for the whole day

kuantan i damn miss you

family as well

im waiting friday

untitled

突然想念你的温柔

i always love saturday

Bought it last thursday. The little alien is mine and the cute army is belong to chee han :D So sad that we cant get any main character although we bought 3 out of 8, i admit that i have bad luck =(

Went to international toy exhibition at midvalley yesterday. So so for me only, cz half of the exhibition was about game. More suitable for zai nan zai nv baa =X But me and friends really enjoy the whole day. Its all about who you hang out with, the place is not really so important. I hang out with 4 guys, since i have less gurlfren at here, is a kinda sad thing for me. But i love all of them, oops, haha.

BLYTHE! Love it very much! This piece is around rm650 just for the fair price, if buy it at the shop (times square 7th floor, ROBOT MASTER) it will cost rm680++. But due to im poor enough, sumore it is so exp, i cant afford it =( But i promise myself, i will own you one day.

Lissele. A nice character draw by one of my lecturer in TOA, Lisa Lee. Support her by buying the limited edition eco woven bag which designed by her. Love the illustration very much. I got her signature on the bag too xD

Bought a little diy Qee which i can paint and design it myself. Gonna paint it when i have time.

What i love so much at the fair are all too exp for me to affrod, like 1:1 woody which cost rm259, or a big head small woody cost rm150+-, or maybe blythe, the cheapest also rm250, so i just bought a few things included someone's special birthday present =). Why im not a rich gurl. I seriuosly want to own all of them.

Territory from exhibition too. A book that combine alot of artist works.

Lastly, me and tofu =D